About Fare and Fair
Posted on Nov 07, 2008 under Uncategorized | 25 CommentsOne minute ago, I was talking to my deary gurl over the phone.
We had some chitter chatter thinggy. She sound sooo tired because of OT. So I teased her. A tease that made me shock, too, after bursting those words.
You’re rendering overtime so that you’ll earn money for my fare to LA, huh?
And what she said?
Sorry, you chose this path. So suffer from your decision not so long time ago.
Then now, as I am digesting our conversation, I am thinking that why would I let myself suffer from that decision? If the offer is still available, right J? Ohh. LA. My very sweet temptation for my very sweet escape to everything in this freaking problems.
If B didn’t allow me to go to his province, Quezon, just like what he told me in my dream when I am lying in an awkward white bed then maybe he’ll be happy to see me I am with the people with an open arms that we love and trust more than the words “love” and “trust” can offer.
But hey, stop it. I am afraid that decision is not fair. So I think I’ll just come to you, B. Not fair because.. Wait. But.. But.. Vacation in LA is not bad, ayt? Er. Fine fine. The offer is not just a vacation. It is somethinglike lifetime vacation. Oh yes. I am so fickle minded. =(
PS.
Please bear with me. I will hibernate. I don’t want to. But I need to.
- posted on 1 day ago
November 8th, 2008 at 3:48 pm
Making decisions can really be hard sometimes.
I just came back and you’re hibernating? 
Come back soon Vanny! Do what you have to do. =) Ishna Probinsyana
November 8th, 2008 at 5:50 pm
Is it winter blues? A lot of bloggers I know are in Halt Mode at the moment.
Anyway whatever it is, I hope you feel better soon. KRIS JASPER
November 8th, 2008 at 7:57 pm
Quezon eh…? haha! miss you sis! Mel
November 9th, 2008 at 5:37 am
feel ok,sometimes its harder and you cannot do anything..restart and restore before hibernating come’s. Everlito (ever) Villacruz
November 9th, 2008 at 5:38 am
hibernate?hmmm… sama ako jan! lol
sometimes there are questions that need not to answer. just allow the circumstances to answer it. eli
November 10th, 2008 at 12:40 am
wow, LA! the land of the beautiful people. hahahaha. i hope eerything goes well, vanny.
acey
November 10th, 2008 at 5:33 am
wow! lifetime vacation! who would not like that?!
ingat lagi vanny. the donG
November 10th, 2008 at 7:34 am
hi vanny, pahinga ka muna at sana pagbalik mo ay maging ok ka na…miss u.. Rio
November 10th, 2008 at 9:51 am
pssst!
musta na?
hihihi
punta ka ng LA?
you know my shoe size and fave perfume. ahehehe
mishu vanny!hihi my-so-called-Quest
November 10th, 2008 at 5:52 pm
a lot of people are hibernating these days…dunno why! If you feel so burned out and f*cked up…don’t fret..you’ll soon be fine. Always take care of yourself…my friend is taking care of himself too…i bet he miss you. Be well
ChocoSuicide
November 11th, 2008 at 6:59 am
daming nagha-hibernate ngayon JoShMaRie
November 11th, 2008 at 9:20 am
Hibernating can be good
Hope it won’t be long though.
Hugs to you. I’m sure everything will be fine. josiet
November 12th, 2008 at 7:55 am
take it easy, pag isipang mabuti kengkay
November 12th, 2008 at 2:13 pm
@ishna
sometimes? aww. for me, it’s ALWAYS hard to make decisions. tsk tsk.
il be back soon. =) .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:14 pm
@kris jasper
yeah, i noticed it also. lots of bloggers are into halt mode.
is it the newest trend in blogesphere? *sigh* .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:15 pm
@mel
.::. Vanny .:.
miss you too pare! hehhe. uu. quezon. sa lucena ba.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:18 pm
@everlito
if only we can reformat and restart our brain. so we can get rid of bad memories.
or if only we can do the “system restore”. at least we can go back to the date that we know our “system” functions so well.
er. what am saying? so techie. .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:20 pm
@eli
halika, maghibernate tayo!
may balak ka din ba? haayz. hirap naman maghibernate kung may gusto kang mag log in. =( .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:21 pm
@acey
yeah. LA. but philippines still have more beautiful people. because we are still here, acey! that’s what you call confidence. hahaha .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:22 pm
@the dong
who would not like dat?
ME! *two hands raising*
ayaw ko but sometimes nate-tempt.. =( .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:24 pm
@ate rio
thanks ate rio!
sorry ha. hnde ako nakakasagot sa mga pangungumusta mo.
missyOU too ate rio! .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:26 pm
@ced
psst ka din! behlat!
er. pano na yan, di ko alam yung shoe size mo. hehehe. yung issey lang alam ko. haha.
missyou too fafa ced. lolx.
.::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:29 pm
@choco
haayz. im so sorry for causing him a lot of pain. =(
thanks also for being there for him. I really really miss him. but yeah, i will be fine. we will be fine. .::. Vanny .:.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:30 pm
@joshmarie
oo nga, dami nga. at nakikiuso pa ako. :p
@josiet
thanks! i really hope so.
you take care too.
@kengkay
yeah. kaya nga hinay hinay lang mommy kengkz eh. thanks po! .::. Vanny .:.
November 13th, 2008 at 4:15 pm
i see that you got a lot of choices….
i hope you could decide carefully. you see, life is determined by the choices we make.
I wish you all the best. salingPUSA