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Can I?

Dear B (again),

This would be so short. Just one question. Why did you left me us?

I always asked you before when I have nowhere to go, can I just stay with you?

I still remember the first time you saved my day when they left me in the middle of the field. I have noone to talk to and  nowhere to go. I am so thankful you’re there that sunny day. I asked you if I can come with you in your house because they left me all alone.That time we’re only 7 years old and that’s the beginning of everything. The time that I realized that you are not the silly boy I used to believe.

I also remember your promise that you will never ever leave me alone. Is that the reason why you always visit me in my dreams?

And now, I don’t know who will I confide this problems and decisions I needed to settle. No one to talk to. Nowhere to go to. One year of you nonexistence is really hard for me. Sooo much.

Can I just stay with you, B? Don’t worry, I won’t bite your ears again. Promise. =(

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