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B and S

Dear B,

How are you? I know Papa Jesus is taking good care of you there. Did He let you and R play ragnarok there in heaven? If so, I do hope you and R is not fighting, huh? And hey, don’t piss the angels there, ok? Be a good boy. Remember, Papa Jesus is just around.

I am here in your guestroom. Ok ok. Don’t get mad. I’m here in
MY bedroom. I really miss the
time when you get mad when I say I’ll just sleep in the
guestroom ’cause you want me to call it MY room. Then I just laugh out loud because I can see your nostril become sooo big when you are getting mad. I’m such a kiddo, huh? Because you’re a kiddo too! Bleeh! :p

Oh,  how’s me? I’m ok. Not totally ok, though. I’m having fever since Monday. But don’t worry, I’m a big girl now. It’s just… *sigh* Now I failed when I say to myself that I won’t cry when I talk to you. But what can I do? I really really miss your presence. I really miss you being by my side when I want to talk to someone.

Yeah. At this moment, I need someone to talk to. Let say that I am in the middle of BIG decision making now. I just don’t know what to do. What should I say. And another thing, I am having this weird dream again. You know, just like before. The weirdest dream of all. Last is, the same old problem with J’s friend. I am sooo afraid D will get mad. I just don’t know how will I handle it.

Oh, how about him? Yeah, I tried to talk to him about this. He’s busy with his own stuff. I tried again but we had something to fix before I had the chance to open up again. The couple’s usual normal fights. Err. Ok ok. Not so normal fights. That’s what you call the fights I started. Haha. Your such a bully, B. You know, the nurse’s unusual time schedule. I bet you know it. You’re supposed to be one of those handsome nurses in white uniform. So sad there’s no chance for the both of you to meet each other. But I’ll ask him to come with me to visit you if he’s here in Metro, ok?

Btw, I had dinner with K, R, S, J and M last week in our favorite Itallian resto. Oh, don’t be shocked. We’re all together again, huh? If you only knew how hard it is to try to put their asses together in a dinner. It is way too harder than playing Uno. Err. What am I saying?

Maybe I need to sleep, eh? Wait. Do all of you sleep up there in heaven? Silly me. C’mon B, I’m just asking. Well, goodnight. I’ll visit your paradise tomorrow, ayt? Happy 16th day of the month, my B. I badly miss having you as my best friend and brother in one.


PS.
Please tell Papa Jesus to guide all people I love. And one more request, ask Him don’t let the sky rain tomorrow please? I feel soooo sad when it rains. You don’t want your paradise to be tears-flooded, ayt?

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