Hug

Posted on Aug 01, 2008 under Uncategorized | 16 Comments

Have you ever tried to sleep but no luck? Have you ever tried working sooo hard but somebody doubt if you are really working? Have you ever tried having a friend that betrayed you for the second time but you still forgive him? Just to find out that he is going to betray you again? Have you ever tried being in a house that you can’t considered as a home?

Have you ever tried missing someone but you know no matter how hard you try, you can’t be with him anymore because he’s in a safer place? Have you ever had a problem that you can’t solve unless you give up the one you really care? Have you ever tried talking to someone that is not willing to listen? How about to someone that pretends he’s listening? Have you ever tried talking but don’t know what to talk?

Have you ever had a problem that you keep to yourself and the sadness is jumping out in your heart? Have you ever tried sharing your problems but then someone tells you it’s not a problem? Because that’s not the real problem you want to share. Because you keep the real problem in your own mind. Because you’re too afraid to share? Have you ever tried reaching someone’s hand so that you can feel you have the enough courage and strength to face the crazy world?

And.. have you ever tried ruining your special someone’s mood?

Have you ever tried telling someone you wan’t to hug him so that he’ll hug you too but refuse to? You know, the hug that can assure you that everything will be ok.

Have you ever tried to have all this in just one day and all heat reach your head then suddenly get mad to someone you love and regret it so much?

I’m really sorry. Maybe you’re right. I am too much. I’m sorry. Really. And yes, those words you said over the phone really stabs my heart. For the first time. And it’s still ringing on my ears until now. Why am I like this? All I want is to talk to you. But yeah right, I’ll repeat it again, my fault. Because I started it. I ruined the night.

Grrr. So much drama and mushiness. That’s why he calls you emotera, V! But what can I do, this is me. Emotional equals Vanny. Vanny equals emotional. Can’t accept it? Fine.

Wait, am I making sense in this post? Maybe no. Got to end this post. I need to. Hopefully my pillow won’t refuse when I wanted a hug. T_T

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16 Responses to “Hug”

  1. Ishna Probinsyana Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 7:50 am

    Aww. :( I hope you two can talk na after this. Maybe you’re just really tired that time. :)   

  2. Yffar Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 8:27 am

    masarap ang hug..
    malamig eh..

    hays…  

  3. > Vanny < Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 9:15 am

    @ishna
    We already had a talk. we’re ok now. actually, last night before I bid my good night, we’re ok. but not dat ok..

    yea, I am really tired and really down yesterday. I just hope he understand..

    *sigh*  

  4. > Vanny < Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 9:18 am

    @yffar
    and hug can really tell you that you are not alone..

    haays..

    i just wish i really can hug him everytime i want.

    *drama mode still on*
    i can see ayala mall is waving hi to me, huh? :p  

  5. bebeh Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 9:30 am

    beh, nakasimangot ka daw maghapon yesterday?

    tsk tsk. beh, sinungitan mo na naman lahat ng taong makasalubong mo noh? bad!

    teka bebeh, LQ ba yan? naku..

    mystery man.. one advice, pag mainit ulo ni vanny at cge ang daldal, hug mo na lang.. yan lang makakapagpatigil sa knya. o kaya, bigyan mo ng ice cream.. pampalamig ng ulo. haha.

    beh you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to. isang krispy cream lang ang kapalit. plus one mango wallet. yung red beh ha, yung nakita naten sa moa. ^__^

    labyu beh. bebeh, wag na init ulo ha. ang wrinkles.. cge ka.. :D   

  6. yeye Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 9:46 am

    itulog mo na lang yan sis :)   

  7. sae Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 10:32 am

    dadagdagan ko advice ni ate yuan kay mystery man.

    babaan mo ng telepono pag dinadakdakan ka na! o kaya turn your fone off. para puntahan ka nya at sa personal ka awayin. haha. juk lang darling. =)

    communication? hmmm. parang alam ko to ah. haha. masyado ka lang lab ni vanny kaya gusto nya lagi ka kausap at gusto nya alam nya kung nasan ka. it’s not lagi kang minomonitor but she feels important pag sinasabi mo kung nasan ka at anong ginagawa mo pag di kayo magkasama..

    tama ba pagkakaintindi ko sa LQ eklavu na to darling? suri naman sa pakikialam. haha. i hope hnde mana si mystery man kay you-know-who mcdonalds. haha. toink toink toinks! behlats! :p

    ate yuan, nagpaparamdam na c vanny na magshoshopping cya oh! dami ot nyan, laki ng sahod! dumating pa allowance.. ayii! chisburger deluxe naman jan darling!

    oh smile na darling ha. sus.. iyak ng iyak.. sisingkit na mata mo nyan sa maga eh.

    mystery man, kelangan mo kameng itreat ni ate yuan sa mga techniques dat we gave para mapa-tame mo c vanny. for additional secrets and tips, you may text or call ########## or visit blahblah.com.ph. hahaha. :p

    tc darls!  

  8. > Vanny < Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 10:38 am

    @bebeh
    di naman po lahat ng nakasalubong ko.. pati yung hnde ko nakasalubong. nyahaha. oo na.. bad ako. behlat. >:p

    LQ? hmm. LQ ba to mystery man? baka nga. inaway ko kc eh. bad kc ako. hmp!

    dahil bad ako, di kita isasama pag nagshopping ako! behlat bahlat! hahaha

    thanks beh. pero pwde bang KK na lang? haha. makikinig lang naman yang tenga mo sa mga sentiments ko, kelangan pa ng mango wallet. ang gastos mo naman tenga mo beh ah. haha.

    hinatyin ko na alng c mystery man, di naman mahilig sa mango wallet yun eh. haha. behlat ka bebeh! :D   

  9. > Vanny < Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 10:45 am

    @sae
    pakialamera! pak!!! hehehe. labyu sae. muah.

    naku.. im really sure hnde mana c mystery man ko kay know-know-who noh! kaso mahilig cya kumain sa mcdo eh.. close cla? weeeh..

    darling pagbuhulin ko kaya kayo ni you-know-who noh. toink toinks!

    at kayong dalawa ni yuan, wag gawing chatterbox tong comment box ko. sasapakin ko kayong dalawa. hehehe. at wag kayong makulit kc di pa ako magshoshopping. kc walang time. wawa. :(

    o cya.. c u later sayable sae! hehe. muahmuah!  

  10. fren_ace Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 1:24 pm

    hug can make you feel better  

  11. > Vanny < Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 2:49 pm

    @yeye
    yes sissy! itutulog ko na lang to. pero ok na ako.. dont wori na.. we are ok. ;)

    @fren_ace
    yep.. that’s why i told him i wanted to hug him.. so he will hug me too.. then i’ll be ok. everyhting will be fine after a hug. ;)   

  12. nyl Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 3:10 pm

    i hope you feel better this time…

    that sorry means a lot.

    cheer up!;)  

  13. Anonymous Says:
    August 2nd, 2008 at 4:39 pm

    thanks sa dinner beh. labkita. *hugs*

    next tym na u need a hug, wag ka ng maghanap ng kung sino sino.

    we’re always here. ready to give what you want without any questions.

    cheer up na bebeh. wag isipin ang di dapat isipin. remember mo lagi yung sinabi ko sayo, ok? wag magpakapagod sa di nagpapakapagod sayo. at wag sumimangot. papanget kaw!

    PS.
    txt mo sa akin number nya, ok?

    PS ulet.
    ung mango wallet ko, sa glorietta mo na alng bilhin. :p  

  14. Pinoy Teens Says:
    August 3rd, 2008 at 3:04 am

    care to link exchange with our blog? I’ve added you to my blog roll already ^^,) hope you could drop by a comment^^  

  15. rej Says:
    August 14th, 2008 at 7:49 pm

    urrrrrrrrmmmmmmmm…..LQ bah kau ni mystery man? lika nga dito ako n lng hug sau………. muaaahhhugzzz

    o me kiss p yan
    pagaling mbuti
    off nyt ako ngaun
    so 11pm til 7am duty ko mya….

    then lunch time
    invyt ako ng college frens to dine
    kc me aalis for abroad then bday n din….  

  16. .::. Vanny .:. Says:
    August 17th, 2008 at 1:13 pm

    @bebeh
    beh out of stock na yung red sa mango. at dahil dyan, isang malaking YEHHHHEEEYYYY!!

    bwahahahahha. :D   

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